It's weird in a sense, you close a browser of a place you used to go all the time and forget about it so easily with the busy daily tasks that consumes one's life.
I suppose moving back to Japan nearly 5 years ago affected me more than I had anticipated.
I was so busy with school that my camera never left it's drawer. When it finally did it was only to take pictures of friends and events. The beautiful surroundings and the once amazed nature and beauty of things were simply a blur to me...
I sometimes spotted things I would want to snap up but my enthusiasm would die so quickly.
Wrapped up in my busy life and personal issues I dispatched myself from something I loved.
But no more....
Last Friday, the love of my life walked away from me and our 2 year relationship. I sat and thought of many things I did wrong. I have no answers and nothing is making sense but for now, I need calmness to surround me again and something to occupy this emptiness.
Nothing better than to pick up my camera and indulge into this world.
I may not have a lot to offer but I am back